I was just visiting the Candy Teen Blog Awards 2007 (naks! capitalized!) anyway, there are a LOT of good/fantastic/cool/amazing blogs there. Haha, I probably have nothing if I compare my blogs to theirs. The only thing I'm proud of is that my design is cute, (oh come on, everyone says so!) and I write what I want! I don't care what other people say because this IS my blog. Though, of course, I do try to write something interesting for my readers.. (if I have some..) I guess that's part of blogging. Ha! I was watching gokusen 2 for the 2nd time today and I saw my beloved hubby koike teppei aka takeda! Guess what's the name of his crush? RIGHT! it was MAKI! Well yeah, mackee is my first and official nick here at home but one of my classmates, kristinna, had the same one so of course I want to be original and unique it became AKEEX.

yay. yay!

Anyway, I really want a summer job. My kada and I planned to work at starbucks but they live too far. SIGH. So coffee's OUT.
Now, I want to look for a job. I considered Mcdo.(hey, I love the food there!) but mum and my sister said I was too much of a klutz that I'll end up spilling drinks and paying for them. They said, I'll probably won't have any leftover salary because of that.

That hurts. :D

But hey, I thought NBS /Bestsellers is a great shop! I'll totally want to work there since I'm such a bookworm anyway. Haha. Oh and Girlshoppe and MNG, Penshoppe and etc. would be good too.

Hayy, so many choices.

Eek! Tomorrow is the giving of cards. And I'm not excited at all. God. Pray for me.;\




You know the saying that GOES like, "money makes you happy." (is there a saying like THAT? haha.) well, it's not true.

Not true at all.

Just this afternoon, my siblings and I were playing. My parents were out. So we decided to do some fun. Fun as in like, recording and all. Pretending to be housemates and stuffs. You may think it's super babaw and stuff..

but it's fun.

And just like, last, last week? (or whatever week that was..) my friends came over and we went to galle. And yes, we didn't buy anything except food of course.

but we had fun.

Just goes to show you, money is not needed. It's just a piece of paper with our past presidents in it and a number.

And yet it makes someone very happy.

And yes, I can be greedy and materialistic sometimes. So I'm sorry. I'm not perfect. But I noticed that I had more fun when I'm surrounded by my family and friends.

By people who love me even though I can be so stupid and b*tchy sometimes.

And yes, that's all I need to be happy. So what if I don't have a lovelife? (yet!) The right guy will come right? Oh yea, and I'm gonna punish him for making me wait for so long! haha. kidding.

Anyway, I'm back in teentalk. After a year or so? (!) and yes, I freakin' miss my family there.
And I let a lot of girls down for not updating hottie high. (I'm totally sorry.) but you can join GLAMOROSA. Though of course, I totally miss my own thread as well! And I was really touched when I saw the messages like ,"let's keep ate mackee's thread alive!"; "where are you?" and my favorite:

"I miss you."

Almost all the posts have them. And yes, I missed them too.

I missed you guys.

Being away for a long time made me realize just what I was missing. And now, I'm back...all I can say is...

Thanks for not giving up on me my fellow teentalkers.

Another classic example that I don't need money right? ;)




To be honest, I hate looking at multiplies. Especially of girls who are prettier and better looking than me.
Call it insecurity, jealousy or envy. But I can't help it. A lot of times I wondered if I could look as pretty as that.
Just a minute ago, I was in candymag and I saw the link "how to appear in candy" I was interested of course because I do want to be a model.
But when I saw the things needed and I saw the models I felt my confidence pop and sink like a deflated balloon. I have a candyface account and yes, I want to be "the candyface of the week"
girl.
But i know I can never compete with my fellow teentalkers. I know there are infinitely many girls much prettier than me, and really, I'm tired of it.
I'm tired of feeling insecured, sad and worthless about how I look.
I know I'm not ugly but I know I'm not model material either. I know I have something to show but seeing those pretty girls usually makes me hold back.
I don't want to feel this way anymore. For once, when I see a girl prettier than me,
I want to feel confident and beautiful still. I want to believe the saying "Real beauty is within" But sometimes, I know to achieve my dreams i need to look good too. I really envy girls who don't care what other people think. They seem more attractive somehow. Right now, I want to feel good about myself. to be accepted and loved for who I really am. To truly appreciate myself and finally say, why facing the mirror, "hello, beautiful." :)




<8 back in pre-school, I was always chased around by my classmates and I can't tell you how much it always frightens me.
<8 in grade 2, I'm a POS (yes, hard to believe!) and among my siblings I had the highest grades and my mum said "what? you want fries?" (great reward, huh?)
<8 the first time I ever failed was back in grade 5.
<8 I never became a POS again. (let me try this 4th year...)
<8 I had 7 bestfriends ever since I was a kid.
<8 the best class for me was 6-1. I was friends with ALL of them.:)
<8 I had 40+ crushes and counting...(of course, all human. but if I include the anime ones then it might exceed to a hundred.ü)
<8 I'm a CSI: miami fan.:)
<8 I have 24 friendster accounts.:) 23 are full.:) but only one is active.
<8 I think my best features are my nose, eyes, ears and feet.:)
<8 and my worst body parts are my tummy, my teeth and my hair(it's so boring. I can't do anything with it.)
<8 I never really liked rock very, very much.
<8 I'm vain.
<8 I think I have one of the most strict parents in the world.
<8 I'm both of an extrovert and introvert.
<8 I really, really fell in love back in gr. 6.:)
<8 the number of times I've fallen truly, madly inlove with someone within my reach was only once.:)
<8 I fell in love with someone for 3 years without telling that person and now that person is gone.:'(
<8 I'm a quotes addict. I have hundreds of them.:) I made some of them too.
<8 I love solving puzzles and brainteasers and palying detective.;)
<8 I'm a very secretive person.
<8 Whenever the day of giving of cards came, I'm always afraid, not because of the fact that I could have a failing grade, but the fact that I may hurt my parents because of my grades..
<8 All I ever wanted is to be accepted, understood and loved. Nothing else can top that.
<8 I get insecure a lot of times already.
<8 Someone's first impression of me is that I'm a snob and at the same time, friendly.
<8 I've written love stories already and only 1 is finished.:)
<8 I wanted to be a nun when I was a kid then a scientist (I used to mix shampoos, toothpaste and a lot of other stuffs in our bathroom and I would leave it for one day and my mum would get mad) then now, I want to have my own business, be a print-ad-commercial model.
<8 I'm a very sympathetic and merciful person. really.
<8 I want to learn how to play drums.
<8 I've written 30+ poems already.
<8 If I was given a million, I would probably spend it on books rather than make-up because books can't inspire and you can even gain knowledge from it.
<8 to sum me up in 3 words would be: cheerful, friendly and kikay.
<8 when I was in grade school, I used to hate pink because a lot of people does. Now, I love pink super duper!
<8 If I'm going to have a first boyfriend, I want him to be handsome, smart and sweet.
<8 I'm extremely loyal to my friends to the point that it would be okay for me to get in trouble because of them.
<8 Even though some of my friends had already turned their backs on me, I would always be ready to accept them again.
<8 I'm seriously a chocoholic person.
<8 I've never eaten a whole slice of pizza in my life. I don't eat shrimp, kare-kare, chicken curry, carbonara, pasta, burger, lengua, fish/squid ball and a lot of other common foods.
<8 I'm the youngest in my group right now.
<8 I want to work already!
<8 I have 30+ pictures of myself.
<8 I could be your worst nightmare if you totally make me mad.
<8 for all the times I fell in love, I never really had the chance to tell any person how much I love them. I was never loved back.:(
<8 I always wondered why it's so easy to lose things and so hard to gain them back.
<8 I don't have a dream school for college.
<8 I feel worthless in my family.
<8 I'm often misunderstood by my parents.
<8 I'm a sensitive, soft person. I break down easily.




hm. last wednesday was totally fun...

okay, so I arrived at stc(meeting place) at about 8:10?? haha. not sure. Apay and Zari were already there. Apai got in about 7:25. haha. she waited for hours. sorry apay! anyway, ave called in sick. saying she has a fever and all.

oh well.

so, we got to my house and we watched shinobi first. with apai saying "oh. he's so cuddly" to the bishounen guy. haha. yea, he's cute. anyway, my nephew seems to like apay a lot. take note he's 2 years old! apay says even kei's siblings like her.

haha. oh apay. you're so appealing. to toddlers that is.^^

after that, we went down and stayed in the pool and talked about stuffs. friendship...stuffs. oh you know. STUFFS. plastic. recyclables.

stuffs like that.:)

so anyway, after that, we ate. then we went around town and seeing the mansion. we didn't have time to go to the park though. oh well. that's okay.

anyway, after that, we went to galle. it's super fun. first, we went to the ice monster. i ordered mudslide ice(i'm still craving for it...) zari ordered ube something..i forgot. apay ordered--ooh. i forgot too.

haha.

anyway, after that, we took pictures with apay and zari pretending to be emo and all. apay does a good job of it. ^^ on my case, i really can't do emo. it's not my cup of tea. haha.

sooo, we went posing and picture taking in the theatre. and it was really embarassing. but it was really FUN!

after that, we decided to go to timezone. we each purchased a card--100.00 and we started to play games like, whack the mouse, basketball, dance revo, those machines where you need to gra candies or stuff toys (apai loves them), fast and the furious, trivia, the guitar-revo and a lot other stuffs! it's really fun.

sooo, after that we kind of strolled around taking pictures in toy's R us and being goofy. we also went to the bestsellers--it's a bookstore. who would have known? we're all bookworms!^^ then apai did her own impersonation of bellz--reading is stylish. then she took pictures of zari and me in the stairs(effects daw) oh well.

after that, we went to penshoppe. we tried on clothes. haha. schoolgirl type of clothes. it was horribly expensive but it was sooo cute. haha. we vowed to save enough money to but those clothes. they're totally cute.

then, we went to other clothing stores and finally apay treated us to mcdo. then we went home.

at home, we watched battle royale and yeah, we all liked sugi and nanahara!^^ haha. we even want to create a iii1 battle royale. haha.:) we found some iii1 to be exact matches of some of the 3b girls.:)

yea, they went home at 6:30? haha. all in all, it was definitely fun. I only wished and we kept on wishing ave was there. it would have been more fun!:)




okayyyy. so I didn't really had the best last day ever last March 9...
well, aside from that horrible geom test that I think I'll fail..(God, I hope not!)
and aside from the fact that I can't bring my cam...(so no vanity.:( and no memories of last dayy. sigh..)

well, let's just say that the grop counseling totally ruined our gimik plans.
okay, so the inflatables(that's me, apai, ave and zari) planned to go to the coffee beanery but we decided that ice monster was a better choice instead.

but...the group counseling that was suppose to mend any arguments in our kada well...took too much of our time.

and yes, I'm happy. Our barkada argument was fixed and apai and kei are friends again! YAYYY.

oh well, I can't wait for wednesday. at least the inflatables is going to go to our house and well, I guess we could go to the mall or something.

yeah. nothing like bonding with your friends.:)

seriously, I really want to enjoy summer and I have goals.
1) pray, pray and pray that no one in iii1 fails/repeats. for God's sake, we are a great class after all and it would be really great if we're still intact for the next year...
2) lose weight. ugh. it's really hard especially when the food here is really delicious. hayyy. so far I've been avoiding chocolates. it's not easy. sighhh.
3) learn how to cook more delicacies. oh come on. it's a passion. haha.:)
4) lose all my imperfections. oh yea, real hard. tsk.
5) enjoy. enjoy and enjoyyyy! even if I have no cash left since I paid the interconnect tickets and yes, now I can totally relate to people when they say masakit sa loob at mabigat sa bulsa. haha. I've got no bucks left for gimiks. but that's okay. I'll live.:)
6) watch CSI all seasons (grabe. they're sooo cool.) and watch other things...grey's anatomy..some jdramas/kdramas. oh yea. more KOIKEEEE.:) (God, he's hot.)
7) oh yea. freakin' review for the college tests...weee. next year I'll be graduating naaa.:)
8) accomplish a new story.:) okay, I'm real excited about this one.^^
9) bond, bond and bond with my girlfriends--GGI, Inflatables. God, i miss them!:(

and yeaah. so I hope I can do this all. oh well. who knows?

oh right, gokusen fans? gokusen 2 is being shown in GMA na. after flame of recce. I guess that's about 6:00? haha. see my hubby okay? his name is KOIKE TEPPEI. and he's all MINE!

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I am a certified pink lover. I love accessories especially earrings.
I am a self-confessed bookworm and I am a hopeless chocoholic.
I am also a shopaholic and a music-lover, a movie buff particularly chick flicks.
I am friendly and people usually brand me as a snob.
I love taking pictures.
I want to be happy, really, really happy someday.:]



Colors :pink.black.silver.
Foods : chocolates.japanese.filipino.
Movies : romantic.comedy.horror.gory.mystery.
Idols : leighton meester.



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